Tuesday, December 22, 2015

It's Beginning to Feel a Lot Like Christmas

It's been yet another incredible week here in Duisburg. And while it doesn't look anything like Christmas (warmest December they have had in like 50 years at least), it sure feels like it. I am going to go all cliche here, and say being a missionary during Christmas time is one of the greatest things in the world. All you have time for as a missionary is to think about Christ, and during the Christmas Season, we get to make up excuses to do that even more!!
Highlights:
*One of our investigators prepared for church by staying up until 12:30 Saturday night reading the Ensign...he also has watched more General Conference Sessions in the last week than most people do in 5 years.
*We had two people walk into church yesterday saying that they wanted to learn more about Jesus Christ
*I went on my first splits this week..the Sisters out here are incredible!!
*We went Christmas caroling, and everyone tried to pay us.
*We had a jam session with a street performer. (please click here to view video)

I was trying to figure out how to share how important Christ is to me, and the only thing I could think of was to write a poem.
So, here it is.
The dust, the heat, the sweat,
Fleeting traces of a thousand footprints,
suspended between heaven and hell.
The hunger of humanity, thick and heavy,
captive, servant, slave to the law of their own sorrow.
Bruised by their iniquity,
scarred by the memory of the lost, the torn, the scattered.
They are forgotten.
A babe, a child, an innocent,
born into the dust, the heat, the sweat.
Poised, a bronze-plated serpent,
tipping the scales of justice,
the single hope for humanity,
the only balm for Gilead,
the final end, and the new beginning.
A shaft of light in a dark and angry world,
a clap of thunder or roaring fire,
the silence, the holiness, the calm,
bring the wise, the men, and the kings
down to their knees.
Without money, without price,
the souls of men, purchased, bought, and paid,
won by the blood, the sweat, the tears of He who is Grace.
I know God lives. I know He loved the world so much, that He sent His Son, our Brother Jesus Christ, to be a baby. To be human, to feel what we have felt, and to be prepared to save us.
Trust Him. Take the opportunity to trust Him a little more this season.
I love you all SO MUCH!!
Sister Roderer

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Duisburg

Well, folks, it's finally p-day for the Duisburg trio. It has been a jam-packed, miracle filled week!

Shorts for the week:

*We only had to wait until Saturday to get a third bed.
*The police knocked on our door while I was about to get in the shower
one morning, and asked the Sisters if they knew a guy. Turns out they
had contacted him on the bus a few days before. I had no idea it was
the police, but I was listening closely through the door, ready to
jump out if needed.
*We had Zone Conference Monday, and Missionary Leadership Council
meeting on Tuesday with Elder Johnson from the Seventy, which is why
I'm sending this on Wednesday. It was AMAZING
*We got to go to such a fun Ward Christmas Party, where three
investigators came!

The party started the moment I got arrived in Duisburg.
We go straight from the bus (where we taught half of the Restoration
lesson to this awesome guy who was so excited) to the church,
at a dead run,
with my suitcases.
hair, scarfs, and coats flying behind us, we chuck my suitcases in the
church foyer, turn right around and run for the bus going the other
direction. As Sister Johnson is locking the church door, the bus comes
up, and we run alongside it, trying to beat or meet it at the stop.
Sister Terry goes on ahead, and gets on the bus. Sister Johnson and I
are behind, hoping she can convince the driver to wait half a second
for us to cross the street and jog up the last ways.
The bus driver didn't wait,
and the driver, bus, and Sister Terry pull away.
It's been less than an hour and the drit is already separated...
We figured it all out and had a fabulous first day.

The three of us were walking to an appointment and we see this lady in
front of us. We all comment on something that she's wearing, and we
decided to go contact "classy lady". We go up behind her and say
hello, she turns around and sees three eager, sparkly eyed girls with
name tags right in her bubble, all looking at her expectantly.
Understandably, she ran away.

So when we get on the Bahn or the bus, we split up, scatter like
chickens and start conversations, usually focused on sharing the
awesome Christmas video.
This works super well, and we get to talk to a lot of people...the
only glitch has been that I have no idea where we are going.
So, a variety of things have happened...
*Look up mid-sentence to see my companions getting off of the Bahn,
and I jump up, say a hurried goodbye, basically chuck a card in their
lap then dive through the closing doors. (Only slight exaggeration)
*About to get the contact info of a really cool person, and see that
my companions are already off the Bahn and on the platform. I wedge
myself into the door to keep it from closing, and hurriedly,
frantically scribble his number, with the door beeper starting to go
off.
I wish I could say that I wrote down his number correctly....
*Trying to start a conversation, but having to keep looking back, and
popping my head up like a groundhog, trying to locate the heads of my
companions.
*Or, get the soft tap in my shoulder, and "this is our stop" and then
awkwardly "nice day"in the person I'm talking to and leave.
*Or, someone that your companion talked to on the platform sees you
sitting alone, and comes to sit by you and ask you another question
about the church.
We've met some amazing people who are so ready for the gospel. It is
such a testimony, again, to me that this is the Lord's work, not ours.
This becomes clear when a guy that was stopped by us on the street
comes to church, and talks about how he stayed up until past midnight
the night before reading the Ensign...

Also, I went up to a sweet looking lady and commented on how nice her earrings were. We talked for a bit and when I went to say goodbye, she
pulled her earrings out of her ears and gave them to me!

Something that hit me this week was hearing the account from the Old
Testament when the children of Israel were bitten by the fiery
serpents, due to their own bad choices despite warnings, and the Lord
provides a way from them to be healed. But what He provides is a snake
on a staff.

It made me realize that sometimes the very things that seem to bring
us down or cause us pain are the things, when converted through the
Atonement of Christ, will be the things that heal us. Hearts of
children turned to fathers, mirror siblings becoming unified,
annoyances at people bringing awareness, weakness being made to
strength. It's a beautiful thing.

So look at the serpents in your lives, and bring them to the Savior.
Because He was born, we don't need to fear. Or sometimes more
accurately, we can act despite it all.

All my love,
Sister Roderer





Monday, December 7, 2015

My Luck Has Tripled

There have been a lot of threes this week:
*I am moving to my third area
*I am going to be in a drit.
*We had three AMAZING people at church yesterday.
*I am packing my three suitcases...and am at the point were I feel like that's  three too many.
*It's only three weeks before Christmas!!!!!!    Have you watched the film? 
https://www.mormon.org/christmas?cid=HP_SU_11-29-2015_dMIS_fSPC_xLIDyL1-A_
*I will really miss the three missionaries and thirty+thirtyish members I am leaving in Gemeinde Mannheim.
The time has come for transfers folks!
The awesome, wonderful, inspiring, and fabulous Sister Helmick will be TRAINING here in Mannheim. I am so excited for her I can't even stand it! She is going to do such a wonderful job!
And I am leaving my beloved Mannheim to join the lovely and wonderful Sister Terry and Sister Johnson as a Sister Training Leader in Duisburg.
Transfers are a strange experience.
 
In other news...

It has been a week of miracles!
You know that finding activity we had last week? The one right before the fateful peppers?
Well, during that hour, Sister Helmick and I talked to a mother with two small children. It was a very brief conversation, but she gave us her contact info. We called her a couple of days later and we set up a time to meet on Tuesday of this week. When we got there, her teenage daughter was also there, who had just come from Nigeria two weeks before. We taught them both and they felt the Spirit. We invited the daughter to come with us to the Young Woman's activity that was happening that evening. She said yes! I was surprised that her mother would trust us so readily. The Spirit is incredible with those kinds of things! The daughter came and had a great time. We met with them again and invited them to church, and they came! It was so much fun to have them there! Everyone in the ward was really kind. What struck me the most was the change in the daughter. She is coming out of some rough stuff, but after church she was so happy and open, and she glowed! I am so excited to hear about the progress of this family!! It also hit home so HARD that the members are the key to membership. Love allows us to recognize truth. Acceptance can give us the courage to take the steps. Missionaries are the there to invite, meaning to point out what needs to be changed, but it is the members that generate the support required to make the change.

Also, I finally had that moment on my mission where I realized I was only along for the ride. I had always known that theoretically, but it is different when you feel it. I feel so blessed to be apart of the journey of one of our investigators. She is so beautiful, and her heart is soft. She said that she had realized that she needed to stop drinking coffee, and she had been weaning herself off of it, and after a lesson on the word of wisdom, she said that the next day or so, that she had lost all desire to drink it. As in, she didn't like the taste of it anymore! She said that this was incredible, because she had always been a lover of the coffee flavor! God is guiding her steps. And He can guide all of our steps as well. If we are willing to listen, He will gently redirect, encourage, build, break, bend, change, and design as necessary to bring us home and prepare us for the glory to which we have been born.
It's almost Christmas. It's the perfect time to refocus on what is most important. And remember what the point of it all is.
I highly encourage you all to watch the short film--
https://www.mormon.org/christmas/purpose-of-a-savior
If you have already seen it, then I encourage you to watch it again! :)
It's the perfect time to love yourself a little more, to forgive a little more, to trust a little more, to hope a little more, because a little babe was born in Bethlehem. Discover why for yourself!
Love always,

Sister Roderer